I ain't ashamed

I'm ahead of the game

She don't even know my name

Christina Aguilera don't know I exist

That's why I carry on like this

I'm crazy about her music

I love to watch her sing live

Her soulful unique voice blows my mind

Wishful thinking gets me no where

I just sit here and stare

What you don't have you can't miss

So why I'm I missing Chris?

These thoughts I have to dismiss

For I can't stand it when my mind

Think of her sometimes

I don't like playing with my mind

I don't like the fansty hook

Of falling for a famous look

Getting you would be hard

This love I will never have

Took me to reality

No Christina this just can't be

No with me

Damn you make me weak

You already make me nervous

When I mention you online

Cause your so damn fine

Sexy

Smart

Loving

Caring too

What I gotta do to meet you?

I ain't ashamed

I'm ahead of the game

Christina Aguilera don't even know my name

I don't exist

To this little fish

Girl why you got me talking like this?

I gotta keep what I feel on the low down

To myself

Its all I have left

Christina Aguilera where ever you are

Don't go breaking my heart